The 10 of Swords blesses us with another chance; a second go-round to make things right. It also indicates that issues involving health are at the heart of the matter and that a healing is on the horizon. Due to outside influences, be it work or health, stress has caused one to stray from the course, and the appearance of this card means that the Universe is giving us a wake-up call to start focusing on #1 and get our health back on track.
With Hubby being in the hospital for the past 3 days, I have completely thrown healthy habits out of the window. I have been spending large blocks of time at the hospital sitting on my rear and watching t.v. or comforting my guy. With eating expensive, non-healthy food from the hospital and not getting any creative movement for my body, I know I have replaced some lost pounds, lost some replaced money, and gained a piss-poor attitude.
I am what you call a "stress-eater". Any sign of stress and my mouth automatically fills with carbs and sugar. Now, I am not a calorie counter or a carb-cutter, but I do try to practice healthy eating habits to fuel my body for the superwoman work I perform on a daily basis. I don't think I put one green thing in my mouth all week, unless you want to count gummi-bears. I am so worried about Hubby and am hopeful that he will come home in the next day or so, but it seems like these days are turning into a week and who knows what's beyond that. I have not been to work all week, but I am sooooo extremely tired. With tossing and turning in my sleep, worrying about Hubby, taking care of "little him" when I'm not at the hospital, and not eating right, I have started the downward spiral into energy-loss, weight gain, and crabbiness. Believe me, I know the symptoms, I have been here many times before.
By pulling the 10 of Swords, I am being told by the higher-ups that it's time to get my butt in gear and get the ball rolling toward better health. My health is the foundation of my being. If I am unhealthy, my mood is affected, and my mood affects others; it's an ugly chain reaction that I don't want to be responsible for. I have been given the notice of a second chance to get things straight and I plan to make the best of it. I know this stressful period will not last forever, so in the meantime, I will try to take on other creative tasks with my hands rather than use them to place food in my mouth.
With Hubby being in the hospital for the past 3 days, I have completely thrown healthy habits out of the window. I have been spending large blocks of time at the hospital sitting on my rear and watching t.v. or comforting my guy. With eating expensive, non-healthy food from the hospital and not getting any creative movement for my body, I know I have replaced some lost pounds, lost some replaced money, and gained a piss-poor attitude.
I am what you call a "stress-eater". Any sign of stress and my mouth automatically fills with carbs and sugar. Now, I am not a calorie counter or a carb-cutter, but I do try to practice healthy eating habits to fuel my body for the superwoman work I perform on a daily basis. I don't think I put one green thing in my mouth all week, unless you want to count gummi-bears. I am so worried about Hubby and am hopeful that he will come home in the next day or so, but it seems like these days are turning into a week and who knows what's beyond that. I have not been to work all week, but I am sooooo extremely tired. With tossing and turning in my sleep, worrying about Hubby, taking care of "little him" when I'm not at the hospital, and not eating right, I have started the downward spiral into energy-loss, weight gain, and crabbiness. Believe me, I know the symptoms, I have been here many times before.
By pulling the 10 of Swords, I am being told by the higher-ups that it's time to get my butt in gear and get the ball rolling toward better health. My health is the foundation of my being. If I am unhealthy, my mood is affected, and my mood affects others; it's an ugly chain reaction that I don't want to be responsible for. I have been given the notice of a second chance to get things straight and I plan to make the best of it. I know this stressful period will not last forever, so in the meantime, I will try to take on other creative tasks with my hands rather than use them to place food in my mouth.
Until tomorrow.
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